I don't know what I will to do

I'm a proud with you, I'm happy with you and I love that but why do you like don't like me? If true I'm wrong please tell me what my mistakes. because I can not change myself without you. I was patient and accept everything because I can not live without you. so far I always wait for you to change. I really apologize to you if I have made you into a bad life. I can and be ready if I should stay away from you than I do to make your life worse.